Essek could feel how he could become addicted to the feel of Caleb in his arms, the hum of love singing between then, hiw he felt choked and beautiful as he slid home deep inside his Caleb, his wizard again and again. But he was also paying attention to each movement that made Caleb's voice hitch as he rode into him again and again.

He was attempting to last, last enough to feel Caleb come undone. He felt dizzy but likewise the dunamancer did not feel as if Caleb was at that same dizziness and so he would attempt to remedy that as he backed up and then he placed a bit more weight into it, his fingers reaching between then to wrap around Caleb's shaft, to give it a long and slow thrust.

"This all feels wonderful, Caleb Widogast-- and I want to reach completion with you.." he would not be happy unless that was something that they could both reach together-- he did not understand how important it was until faced with this moment-- he pressed a soft kiss to that mouth in between thrusts.

Anything else would feel empty for their first time. Thankfully he did not fumble and the play of his dexterity was such that he managed not to be physically awkward even though he was still a bit shy.